Nicodemus was a
Pharisee and a member of the Sanhedrin (John 3:1), the ruling body of Pharisees
and Sadducees who set and enforced the Jewish law. While most Pharisees mentioned
in the New Testament opposed Jesus, some secretly believed (John 12:42). Nicodemus appears to be one of them. He approached
Jesus under cover of night, professing that the leaders knew Jesus was from God
because of His signs (John 3:2). That introduction began a conversation between
him and Jesus about what it means to be born again (John 3:3–8). The last time Nicodemus
spoke in that conversation (John 3:9), he remained confused as Jesus explained that He came so that those who believe Him would be saved (John 3:11–15). While uncertain, Nicodemus
probably became a believer. If not, then by the time Jesus died. The next
time we read about him, he bravely stood up against the Sanhedrin’s hasty judgment
of Jesus (John 7:50–51) and then later helped Joseph of Arimathea prepare Jesus’
body for burial (John 19:38–40). Those brief mentions may indicate he was slowly
becoming more public about his belief. If Nicodemus was
a true believer, then he was weak like us, torn between expressing faith and
being rejected by the world. As we continue to grow our faith through God’s
word, we can be sure that He will use it, through His Spirit, to strengthen us
when we need to stand for Jesus publicly.
As a Jewish
leader, Nicodemus had everything to lose by following Jesus. Yet his willingness to consult with Jesus, defend Jesus’ right to a fair trial, and participate in Jesus’ burial suggests he may have been a secret
believer.
If he was, that's great, but he’s not a model for how faith usually works itself out. Unlike Paul, also
a Pharisee, who rejected all that he once was to follow Christ (Philippians
3:4–8), Nicodemus’ story is closer to a man straddling between belief and fear
of the world.
He was in a
completely different situation than we were, and it’s not our place to judge
him or his heart. But we can learn two things about how we are to be.
First, Jesus said
that the world will hate His followers because they hated Him (John 15:18–20). We
need to be aware and willing to face the real possibility of rejection or
worse for following Jesus.
Second, “fear of
man” (Proverbs 29:25) is a real temptation even for believers. Jesus taught disciples
at that time not to worry about standing strong in the future, but told
them that the Spirit would give them what they needed to say at the right time
(Luke 12:11–12). Our lives, then, should not be about worrying about the “what
ifs,” but about preparing ourselves by knowing God and Jesus better through His Word. As we do, when temptations come—of any sort—we will have the knowledge
the Spirit will use to help us in those difficult times.
If Nicodemus was a true believer, then he was a lot like the rest of us: a weak believer who struggled with fear. But that is why we need Jesus. None of us are strong enough on our own. We need God’s Spirit to help us stand firm and give us courage when following Jesus is difficult. So let us grow in knowing God through His Word and learn to depend on His strength, trusting Him to help us stand for Jesus when the time comes.